its 10:06am now and im angry! okay. maybe not ANGRY ANGRY but. im bloody annoyed?
i just called Sp (Singapore Poly)'s admission office. and its reallyyyyy ridiculous that, DO YOU KNOW, as long as you dont have a certificate (other than the O's.) there is no other way you can go through a direct entry to year 2 or whatsoever. LIKE WHYYYYY!!!!
im fr a freaking arts school, ive gone throught the shit of foundation year and another half year of 2nd year and YOU WANT ME TO GO THROUGH THE SAME SHIT AGAIN FROM YEAR ONE IN A POLY? its not like i studied arts and am intending to enrol into a business course. but its like from arts to another arts course!
okay. i know. im behaving like a 5 year old whinny kid now. but seriously im feeling sooooo grumpy now man.
i am so not ready for enrolment to Lasalle! not even like 30 percent!
my work has been done. my research NOTHING. ZERO. NOTHING. I AM SO DEAD. DIE.
i still havent gotten a freaking job. or maybe im just being fussy. i think i need a slap to wake myself up man.
its 10 in the morning and im listening to Showtek. some hardstyle dude. like WOAH. hardstyle really wakes you up in the morning.
and oh. i miss my specs. the huge ones. AHHHHHH. so sad so sad! and the best part. i dont even know where i left them! if only i could get 100 bucks everytime i lose something. i might just be really rich really.
anywoo. many are 'envy' of my past few mths bumming at home. how weird is this.
youre envious of people out there studying or working and earning a living while people are envious of you sticking your butt to the sofa. what are the chances of that happening.
OH GOD. I NEED TO GET MY FREAKING LIFE BACK ON TRACK!!!! roar. slaps.
i know. my post. so random again right. :]
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Sunday, January 6, 2008
random.
You know, ive just realized by spending nearly 2 hrs at a bus stop alone at 1ish in the morning can make you think abt a whole lot of stuffs?
From family to friends to lovers to school to EVERYTHINGGG.
Which in fact, kinda sucked cause youve smoked 3 sticks and you feel ubberly thirsty yet you cant get water cause youre afraid you might miss the bus. And then you get his semi drunk chinese girl with an amercian accent talking to you on how singapore boys are horrible and she wished she wasnt attached to one currently now. (and because of her, i missed my first bus.) and then 2 of her friends came along and joined us at the 'bus stop gathering', 2 really hot boys who are obviously eurasians and thank god they are not semi drunk like her. So we just started entertaining her back with her logics abt how foreign boys are always better than the singapore boys. (no comments.)
And did i add that i nearly got dragged by her to st james from zouk just because she finds my eyelashes amazingly long and she started calling me Ms Pretty Eyelashes. HAHAHA. Of course i gave some lame excuses that i had to rush home to finish a school project which was due like tmr when its is definitely *coughs* BULLSH*T *coughs*.
And yes. i felt pathetic and depressed all at the same time during that 2 hrs.
So pleaseeee, dont try this people. it automatically puts you into depressive mode by spending more than an hour at an area by yourself. Do not say youve not be warned.
From family to friends to lovers to school to EVERYTHINGGG.
Which in fact, kinda sucked cause youve smoked 3 sticks and you feel ubberly thirsty yet you cant get water cause youre afraid you might miss the bus. And then you get his semi drunk chinese girl with an amercian accent talking to you on how singapore boys are horrible and she wished she wasnt attached to one currently now. (and because of her, i missed my first bus.) and then 2 of her friends came along and joined us at the 'bus stop gathering', 2 really hot boys who are obviously eurasians and thank god they are not semi drunk like her. So we just started entertaining her back with her logics abt how foreign boys are always better than the singapore boys. (no comments.)
And did i add that i nearly got dragged by her to st james from zouk just because she finds my eyelashes amazingly long and she started calling me Ms Pretty Eyelashes. HAHAHA. Of course i gave some lame excuses that i had to rush home to finish a school project which was due like tmr when its is definitely *coughs* BULLSH*T *coughs*.
And yes. i felt pathetic and depressed all at the same time during that 2 hrs.
So pleaseeee, dont try this people. it automatically puts you into depressive mode by spending more than an hour at an area by yourself. Do not say youve not be warned.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
.
For each forgotten kiss, for all the memories
For all the times you look, say all you had to say
You played your part so well, a modern romeo
You came on cupid's wings, and then you flew away.
You touched my face, you called my name
Burned with desire,
But you left me in the rain.
For all the times you look, say all you had to say
You played your part so well, a modern romeo
You came on cupid's wings, and then you flew away.
You touched my face, you called my name
Burned with desire,
But you left me in the rain.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Sunday, November 4, 2007
you should just walk away.
why make yourself feel this way?
when you could just walk away.
why get yourself in this miserable crap.
when you could just walk away.
when the heart gets weakened yet the habit is still there,
you told yourself you would do better alone.
then why dont you just walk away?
yet the next day, you tell yourself 'today would be better'.
but things just dont go your way.
maybe its time to walk away.
the longing to see her is no longer there.
the light behind her has dimmed away.
yet the misery just keeps increasing day by day.
so why dont you just walk away?
ps. just so you know, i'd be here always. (:
when you could just walk away.
why get yourself in this miserable crap.
when you could just walk away.
when the heart gets weakened yet the habit is still there,
you told yourself you would do better alone.
then why dont you just walk away?
yet the next day, you tell yourself 'today would be better'.
but things just dont go your way.
maybe its time to walk away.
the longing to see her is no longer there.
the light behind her has dimmed away.
yet the misery just keeps increasing day by day.
so why dont you just walk away?
ps. just so you know, i'd be here always. (:
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